Friday, January 28, 2005

catching up..

Okay so the weather here has sucked..
Snow, Rain, Ice, more snow, rain, ice..yea it hasn't been fun...but you learn to deal!
It's rained so much that the river close by has overflowed, actually anything holding water has overflowed..flooding everything near it..like 3 towns are not liveable..which really sucks..

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sorry speaking in tounges, trying to write it doesn't work...hee hee..
Life has been pretty good...I no longer babysit which has made money tight, but I have also been able to spend a lot of time with God and just re-discover who He is, and who I am in Him..It's been really cool...I love this God so much!!

I sent my application in for SoW....I almost feel that it is almost a no go...that there is something else that God is going to have me doing, but I just sent it in anyway..

Last thursday, they left me in charge of the youth..which I am not sure was a good idea..but I love doing that stuff..just hanging out with them and talking..it was pretty good...
On sunday, I was partially in charge of the big service...it was really cool..I couldn't believe that they trusted me enough to do such a thing...cuz I act like a kid most of the time..but it was really cool!! Than I was asked last night if I wanted to lead worship on thursday sometime...it was really cool!!

My little sister is going to have boy!! She was going to name it Carter wayne..don't laugh, everyone I have told that has laughed...But then she has changed it to Brennon Ray..which i really like better..but is rather close to someone else you recently had a baby, and named it Brendon Ray...but it's all good!!


Monday, January 10, 2005

Kind of a sad theme today..

Hello folks!

Friday night we all went to my friend, Audreys house! It was really cool, cuz we worshipped for forever, then prayed and prophesied! IT was so much fun.

then i ended up going home at about 1 am, it had been sleeting/snowing for a few hours. When i hit the road that leads me almost to my house. I some how ended up doing a 180 and landed backwards in a ditch. Now no it's not as bad as sarah's or tim's. but it still kind of scared me. on the opposite side of the road, there were two telephone poles. It must have been God's hand cuz otherwise, i probably would have connected to those poles.
My friend Liz, drove by right after. She ended up going home and getting her brother, Josh, and our friend Jon. Some nieghbors came, and than my parents came. It was quite the event!!

I had to wake up this old couple. The man came out in a t-shirt and underwear..just what i wanted to see...but yea..

Then i have been sick all weekend. Not really fun.

We found out the other day, that my cousin's girlfriend lost her baby. So today was the visitation and funeral. I walked up to looked at this baby. It was so little. It looked fake. It was only 21 weeks old. A week older than my little sisters baby. It was just weird. Not real. He was cute. I felt bad, cuz the whole time i kept thinking, thank you God that it's not my sisters. and just praying that God would protect it. Is that wrong? i don't know. It was just sad.

I love you guys!

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Sometimes I hear voices.

Okay so is anyone else big, fat and hairy from these past weeks...well maybe not hairy..
I don't think i have ever ate so much in my life..geez, now i have to go on a diet for like two days, cuz i won't be able to handle not eating what i want to eat, for more then that. so really I won't be going on a diet!! just eat more food, and hope for the best!!

Wow, what in the world has been going on with me? good question...

like 3 days before christmas, a bunch of us went sledding, now I don't know about you, but i don' like snow..maybe it is because i had a terrible accident while snow was on the ground, those darn expectanices, or what. but i don't venture out in the snow, nor play in it or anything like. I hope to one day overcome this fear and learn how to snowboard, ski, that sort of thing, but for now, I stay indoors. So we went. We walked forever, there was 7 of us and one little sleigh. So most of us spent our time by the fire. I did slid down once, let me tell you that was enough for me. If we didn't stop ourselves, the we ramped off the side of the hill, into the creek that was down below. The idea sounds fun, but really it just scared me. So long before i had too, i rolled off the sled!! then I was messing around on another hill, and dude, i couldn't not get up the hill for the life of me! I would take two steps, then fall back to where i was before.. My friend Drew tells me that i need to be a bear!! so I start growling, resulting in me laughing, as well as people at the top of the hill.. It was rather interesting.

Christmas was good..things with my family are kind of out of sorts, but what can you do?
I got to talk to my two bestest friends, Sarah and Chrystal!! who I adore!! It just really made me miss them even more!

I think thursday Tim called me!! Who I love so much! It was so cool to hear his voice and just talk to him! WE also had a slumber party as well, for all the girls in the youth, and some older..it was so much. We played twister, which is like my favorite game. Some of the boys tried to do something, but it didn't work. We are just to smart for them!

New Years was spent at the church. We had a service and rocked out till midnight. We ate, prayed, laughed. God hit good. Things are changing in me, in the church. God is moving in a different way. It feels so cool! Saturday, went to my sisters drank just a bit..The best part of the evening was when my sister put on her p.j.'s and i got to see her little belly..you can't really see it with normal clothes on, but you could with her p.j.'s..it was so great. I loved it!!

After the snow melted, rain set in. So we are living with mud and too much water. It's crazy cuz it's like 60 degrees. In january, that like hardly ever happens.

Anyway, I better get going.
Oh one more thing, sorry if this is confusing for anyone, *cough, cough* tim!!