Sometimes I hear voices.

Okay so is anyone else big, fat and hairy from these past weeks...well maybe not hairy..
I don't think i have ever ate so much in my life..geez, now i have to go on a diet for like two days, cuz i won't be able to handle not eating what i want to eat, for more then that. so really I won't be going on a diet!! just eat more food, and hope for the best!!

Wow, what in the world has been going on with me? good question...

like 3 days before christmas, a bunch of us went sledding, now I don't know about you, but i don' like snow..maybe it is because i had a terrible accident while snow was on the ground, those darn expectanices, or what. but i don't venture out in the snow, nor play in it or anything like. I hope to one day overcome this fear and learn how to snowboard, ski, that sort of thing, but for now, I stay indoors. So we went. We walked forever, there was 7 of us and one little sleigh. So most of us spent our time by the fire. I did slid down once, let me tell you that was enough for me. If we didn't stop ourselves, the we ramped off the side of the hill, into the creek that was down below. The idea sounds fun, but really it just scared me. So long before i had too, i rolled off the sled!! then I was messing around on another hill, and dude, i couldn't not get up the hill for the life of me! I would take two steps, then fall back to where i was before.. My friend Drew tells me that i need to be a bear!! so I start growling, resulting in me laughing, as well as people at the top of the hill.. It was rather interesting.

Christmas was good..things with my family are kind of out of sorts, but what can you do?
I got to talk to my two bestest friends, Sarah and Chrystal!! who I adore!! It just really made me miss them even more!

I think thursday Tim called me!! Who I love so much! It was so cool to hear his voice and just talk to him! WE also had a slumber party as well, for all the girls in the youth, and some older..it was so much. We played twister, which is like my favorite game. Some of the boys tried to do something, but it didn't work. We are just to smart for them!

New Years was spent at the church. We had a service and rocked out till midnight. We ate, prayed, laughed. God hit good. Things are changing in me, in the church. God is moving in a different way. It feels so cool! Saturday, went to my sisters drank just a bit..The best part of the evening was when my sister put on her p.j.'s and i got to see her little belly..you can't really see it with normal clothes on, but you could with her p.j.'s..it was so great. I loved it!!

After the snow melted, rain set in. So we are living with mud and too much water. It's crazy cuz it's like 60 degrees. In january, that like hardly ever happens.

Anyway, I better get going.
Oh one more thing, sorry if this is confusing for anyone, *cough, cough* tim!!