Wednesday, February 16, 2005

The goodness of A Father!

God has totally rocked my socks off this week!!

A few weeks ago, we had this worship conference..it was really good..but after one of the sessions..My spiritual mom, pulls me over to the side and starts talking to me..before i knew it..now only was she reading my mail, but i was spilling out all these feeling that have had kept inside for so long.. tears were pouring out of everywhere. It wasn't my finest moments.

But ever since then..It's like I have opened up to this God I found in Toronto..for some reason I just left Him there. I got scared, not trusting really anyone..It wasn't fun..but It's starting to change!! I feel like I have told myself this so many times..but this time, it's like my heart knows it..it's not just something I am saying to convince myself..

I got to lead worship..which was awesome..I haven't felt God like that in a long time..It was so beautiful. The best part was I think i just let God take over..Let Him be in control..it totally rocked!!

The Holy Spirit is moving, not only through me but through people in my church!! There is this new freedom coming..It only happened after I stopped trying to control things..

Life is good.. I got a guitar!! I know the rest is coming..I just have to be patient..Let the big Man lead, and not me!!

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