Wednesday, December 22, 2004

First day of snow!!

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha!!!


You know this year has gone by so fast..It started out with the hopes of going to Toronto, speaking/singing at churches, wondering what the heck i was going to doing, working in hell!! hee hee..Then the school happened..I met all these amazing people. God did so much, worked out so many things, there are still many things that need to be worked out, i had to learn that the school was merely a stepping stone to get me through some of the real world stuff..that not all my problems were fixed, dang it...

Anyway, but sitting here, reading your comments and just thinking. I am really thankful this year..God has done so much, He has brought so many wonderful people into my life, people that I love so very much! Even the ones that have been in my life for several years, they are becoming even greater friends, and i love them so much!
God is just so cool!! I love Him so much!! Even on the days where i feel so far from Him, or anyone else..

So anyway, I am trying to make a point, however it is not working!

I just wanted to tell you all, that i love you so very much. I am truely blessed to have each of you in my life.
I pray that you all have a merry christmas, that is it is amazing and wonderful!!
Thank you, thank you for just being you, and allowing me to be me!
Dawna

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

I love....

So today we, Cade, Stevee and I, were heading to my house.
When Cade enthusiastically says, "I love Boogies!!" It was rather interesting..
they have discovered picking their noses, and no matter what i tell they always seem to
do it..so yea..if ya all have any suggestions let me know!!

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Deer suck..i hate them..

Ohmygoodness!! I am in this house with my little sister and her friend..who i love but the both have their boyfriends here..geez, i feel like more of the responsible one of the group..that never happens..geez..but oh well..
This week has been interesting..Sunday and thursday at church..God did something really cool...The speaker, aka..my spiritual dad...pulled me up in front of the whole church and just did some cool things..and thursday, my pastor like brought my name up like 10 times..don't think i am saying this cuz i am getting a big head, but i have been feeling really not spiritual, not near God..i know some of you are like geez is this all that has been going on with her..but really it has, it's been a real battle keeping my relationship with God.. but when they did this, they weren't saying all the stuff that they good, they just like totally encouraged me..and it was really cool..then i got prayed for and dude, i manifested and i haven't done that since toronto..God is doing something..it seems..today, we had practice for our christmas thing tomorrow, and afterward i played the guitar..man, it was really good..like i just sat there and worshipped..i am getting pretty good at it..and God just comes and i love him so much!! I have been really happy for the last two days.

Last night, we had this little chin-ding at one of my friends house..it was so much fun!! I bought this ring at walmart for a dollar, it's like a strobe like ring..it was mezmerizing, i guess you just have to be there, but it was so much fun..i think i am going to get them and wear them in my hair for our our christmas thing..it should be fun..unless janie won't let me do it..than we will have to see...

I had a dream last night that i was in Toronto..it was weird..i don't know..we will see..
well, the movies are about to start and the pizza is about done..so i am going to go..I love you all!

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Millions of thoughts and no time...

Okay, I am listening to Pink, Man that girl..she rocks..I love music, with just the right beat, you can change any kind of mood..happy to sad, happy to happy, sad to happy, hard day at work? throw on some superchick and your set..it's all good!! ha!!

N*E* way, I am reading a book(yes that is right a book, something i haven't done for, well i don't know how long) but I borrowed it from a friend, forever and a day ago..and am just finally reading it..I want to share a few paragraphs with you all..The book is called Esther, A woman of Strength and Dignity. by Charles R. Swindoll

"When I come to this book that never mentions God, I see Him all the more profoundly and eloquently portrayed throughtout it. It's there in invisible ink. Just like life. I've never seen skywriting that says, "I'm here, chuck. You can count on me." I've never heard an audible voice in teh middle of the night reassuring me, "I'm here, My son." But by faith I see HIm and, inaudibly, I hear HIm on a regular basis, reading Him written in the events of my life-whether it be the crushing blows that drive me to my knees or the joyous triumphs taht send my heart winging. When I pause long enough to look back, I realize it is the unsearchable mind, the unfathomable will, the sovereign control, the irresistible providence of God at work, because He, though invisible, remains invincible."

A few sentences later....

"What might those looming gallow be? Some horrible pain? Some threat of illness or need for surgery? some emotional stress that is leading to waht appears to be you emotional demise? Some fractured relationship that you cannot repair or get beyond? Some sudden loss that leaves you gripped in grief? or worst of all, a spiritual vacuujm that threatens your very soul?
I have great news. Be still....deliberately pause and sicover that God is God. Stop reaching back into your own treasure of security. Stop trying to pull the strings yourself. Stop monipulating people and situations. Stop ignoring reality. STop all that! How?
Be quiet. The all-wise God, hid from your eyes, is at work. Be very still and, for a change, listen."


Are you still reading my blog?? hee hee! if you are good!! If not I still love you, even though you have not even made it this far!! hee hee!!

I don't know, it just struck a chord in me..a lot of it i needed to hear.. The book is really good, i have only made it to like chapter two, cuz i just started it yesterday, and only seem to read it at nap time, cuz you can't when the kids are running around..but yea.

Today was hard day, i wan't feeling good, and the kids were doing everything i told them not to do..So i put on Brian Johnson, Taste and See...and i called the kids, who thought they were in trouble..and i blasted the song, and we danced and ran around the house..it was really cool and after that the day turned around..God is so interesing and strange and wonderful..i love him!!

Did anyone else get there 3 month letter? I got mine today...It was interesting..Now i have to go..
oh yea, anyone who reads this before saturday dec 11, i am taking my ACT at 8 am..it's a test you have to take to get into college for anyone who doesn't know..but yea..it should be okay..but can ya all just pray..thanks!

I love ya all,


Sunday, December 05, 2004

I think My computer is going to die..Poor thing!

Wow!! How long as it been since I have written?? geez, not as long as Tim..but hey what can i say!!
All thanksgiving weekend I was sick which really kind of sucked, cuz i had plans, parties to attend and things to do, but i couldn't do it!
However being sick does have it's benifits, cuz sunday i didn't feel good, and I got two, not just one, but two massages, from two people..Man did that feel good!! I loved it!!

Now what do i say? Wednesday I walked into worship practice, only to be confronted with the fact that people were there to practice this christmas thing that we are doing...only to realize that I was suppose to be there, and i sat down, and as the songs were being sung, i realized that i don't like christmas songs at all..in fact the only thing i like about christmas is the Jesus part.. Don't ask cuz I really have no explanation, i just don't.

Ohmygosh the coolest thing happened the other day!! I was leaving work, after a long hard day there..I was flipping from one radio station to another to all of a sudden here the sweet vocals of Joey MacInyre(don't know how to spell his last name!) For those of you who don't know who that is..He was the high voice in the band, NKOTB!! hahaaha..if you don't know who that is, well they were like the first boy band in like the late '80s who i loved!! Yes, that's right, I was a New Kids On The Block fan!!! I still am!! i really like them.. Now you all can say what you want to say..but nothing will make me change my mind!!

I got to teach the youth thursday at church, which was really cool, cuz I taught for a little bit, then we put some music on a played some games, and just hung out..

friday, Chrissy, Carrie and I went t.p. ing... it was awesome, cuz the first house we did, we had to run into the ditch, and i forgetting about our recent amounts of rain slammed myself in the ditch, to quickly realize that there were water puddles, my body was wet and cold..as well as the t.p..but we t.p.ed anyway..it was fun..then one of the daughter's randomly opened the door for some reason and the next thing we hear is, "DAD!" then we took off running..it was so much fun..the next house we went too, there were like 10 cops have a convention around the corner, so we were kind of nervous but we did it anyway, we got like pink and purple streamers and wrapped it around his porch, cuz he thinks he's so cool, and well you would just have to know David to understand..In the middle of doing it, the cops left, i guess they ran out of donuts..so we were all trying to hide, but there was nowhere to hide..so we thought we were for sure busted..but he didn't get caught, but david knew it was us..by the time we got with all the houses it was close to one before i got home..we had bought 72 rolls and had about 12 left..we only did 3 houses..so i don't know if that is good or not..but it was just getting too cold outside..but it was so much fun..

My sisters, brother-in-law and niece watched movies last night..Van Helsing and A Cinderella Story..they were both pretty good..i have to say that in Van Helsing those were the best vampires i had ever seen and was rather impressed...

I have been looking at colleges to go too next fall..I think I may have found one..i looked at it before, yet nothing came from it..so i think i am going to contact the school and go check it out!! I think i may double major in Music and Youth Ministry, cuz I want to reach the kids so bad!! But we will see..God has a plan, and i want to be in it..

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

THe night before thanksgiving!!

First of all, I have to say...

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! To all you americans out there..I hope that it was awesome!!

Hmmm...well, this past week? Has been crazy, however good..It seemed like every chance i got to sit down, i had to get right back up and do something..but it was cool!

One thing i forgot to mention last time, was that after preaching on Sunday, i realized that my zipper was down..yea, not my finest moment..then i told my pastor, Ray, about it he began to tell me how often that had happened to him!! It was quite a bonding moment!! hee hee!! Friday and Saturday, Chrissy and I led worship at the same church that i spoke at.. The first night was kind of weird, cuz i assumed a few things, only they didn't have what i assumed they would..so it was kind of awkward, but good..Saturday was really good..we just had the guitar, chrissy played, then the three of us sang(chrissy, carrie and I) we just did it all accoustic!! It was awesome..the presence of God was there and it totally rocked!! The preacher asked us our name and we are like umm The Rainbow Chicks..we really don't have a name we just decided that we all were going to sing..Later we thought we should have called us The Band You About To Hear..hats off to Liz!

Sunday I sang in the worship team at church..man, the first service, was about normal, cuz it's not suppose to be wild or anything..however we don't really listen to that rule!!but the second service was awesome..we were dancing, Vicky and I, on the stage, and my wire kept coming out of my pocket(handless microphone, it always makes me feel like britney spears or something) but it was so much fun!! We sang This Is Life, man God showed up and did amazing things..we also had these people there, that were once in prison but got saved..man one of them could sing...and their testimonies were so cool!! God Rocks!! Afterward we hung out at the chinese place, Jon hopped in my car where he hooked up his new Ipod and started singing, He is so cute!! Rushed back to the church for a birthday party, hung out there forever, playing the guitar and talking..It was a good day!

Now I am waiting for my biscuits/rolls to get down so this way i won't have to get up too early tomorrow..only i didn't start them soon enough and it is now 11:11 pm, and it seems i will up for awhile, but it's all good..Marlyn Manson is on the late show, and i'm kind of intrigued!!

Anyway, I'm tired, and am ready for bed, so i think i am going to check my rolls, pray they are ready to go in the oven and then i can go to bed!!

I love you all, Goodnight!!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

This weekend has totally rocked!! Friday we all went and watched The Incredibles!! Which was at first boring, but quickly got amazing..i wish i was elastigirl..she rocked..only the theatre was like packed, i think they sold to many tickets or something..we had to sit on the stairs, which was really cool at first, but quickly our butts became numb, than other limbs as well!! It was great!! Afterwards we went to walmart, where Chrissy pushed me around the store, which was fun. 'Cept I think someone complained about it to a manager, cuz there were a few people that looked unhappy..but oh well, then we rolled down this hill by walmart..it rocked!!

This morning I went to a church, sang, and spoke..It was fun, cuz like when we first moved to Robinson it was the first church we started to go too..so it was pretty cool! I stood up there in my big baggy jeans and just talked about Jesus..It was really cool!! I love doing this kind of stuff!!

Now I have officially filled out my application for the worship school..so we will see how that goes..Still unsure if I am going or not. So yea, I love God!!


Thursday, November 11, 2004

dancing dogs, flowers, and frizzy hair!

So the other day I was watching T.V. and this dog commercial came on..at first it was all the same old stuff..then all of a sudden, this dog started to dance..it was so hilarious to me that i just couldn't stop laughing..why is this so funny! Just thinking about it makes me laugh..
Tuesday night, the CMA awards were on, something to do with country..and well i don't like country at all, howevery my parents are big fans..i guess..So this was like the event of the year..they recorded it..heaven help us! So they were watching it yesterday, and i was about to pull my hair out, when this one act came on..Now i am not sure what they were trying to do, but it was so wrong..It was suppose to be a country band, but they had this wanna be rock sound to it..it was horrible, you just can't do that, you can't put rock in with country..it just sounds gross...then to top it all off, they brought out this black guy, who was in cowboy boots, hat, tight pants, leather jacket and a sparkling superman shirt..he couldn't dance, the rap was okay, i guess, but i just kept looking at the band and wondering what in the heck were they thinking..anyway, i about peed my pants..
Lisa if you read this, don't say a word, i don't want to hear it!! Lisa is a fan of country, we had a little disagreement about this band last night..So yea...
Tomorrow we are going to watch The Incredibles...anyone seen it?? whatcha think?? i have loved this man, the big guy, since he first came out on nemo...i can't wait!! don't worry, adam is still my one and only!!
Today, i took the kids to Pizza hut, with my family..it wasn't such a good experiance..Sometimes i wonder why i want kids..they just stress you out...then yesterday we were walking in my woods or close to it, and they saw some flowers, more like weeds, but they picked them, and gave them to me...today before nap time, they were like hugging me and just being so cute...those moments make it all worth it..it's like maybe the times that you want to kill them out way the times where you just love them, but when those moments happen you forget about all the stuff that they did to make you crazy, and later on you remember the good ones more then bad ones..It just makes me feel warm and fuzzy..
Goodnight!

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Sometimes the mystery can not be solved

Dude, God is so cool!! Sometimes I wonder why, but He just is..It is so amazing!!

In the last 3 months my life as not been the greatest, coming home was like woah...and it was like someone had taken a rope and pulled on it right as i was getting ready to walk over it and tripped me up, knocking me off my feet..and i have been trying to get back up for some time..I have cried myself to sleep and hated waking up in the morning..it seemed like i could not get myself out of here, for whatever reason it was, i am not sure. Maybe i didn't want too..it seemed like all the stuff that i had learned at the school, i had thrown out the window without a second thought. I wanted to run back to the school, to toronto. It was my safe place. Only when i did go back it hit me that it wasn't ever going to be the same.

Now i am not telling you this for your pity or anything else..i am only telling you this to tell you what God has done and how He has done it.

This past week, we had a 27/7 prayer and fasting. Praise God for the rain cuz i didn't have to work at all last week..So at first i was going to blow off the fasting part..but then i realized that i really needed to do it...so i fasted sugar..for only like 3 days, ate one meal a day and drank a lot of water!! I did cheat one day, but only because Jon and i went out to dinner at this amazing italian restaurant and they brought out dessert and i had to have some, but other than that..i was good!!

God really showed up, the week before this, i was in the prayer room and just soaking and i could feel His arms wrap around me, and he gave me this vision with a baby. I am thinking my little sister's..it was so cute. Last week, i came to church and just read the bible. Like zephaniah, and all those ones that no one really reads, but you could see God's grace, and mercy in these books, and hope for the future and all that jazz...it was so amazing..I cried, repented, cried, prayed, and today, which is sunday, was one of the best days i have had in so long..i just worshipped at church, gave all that i had into it..cried out to God and then we had testimonies and i cried even more..It was so wonderful!! God like totally rocks my world..it's like hope was renewed and i found him..i wanted him so bad this past week, that i couldn't not look for him..It was so good..
The sun has begun to shine amongst the darken clouds..and I know that it can only get better..
How does he have such patience for us? How does He love us, even when we hide in a corner hoping no one will find you, he peeks His head around and says,"peek-a-boo!". He brushes you off, and says,"Are you ready? Lets go!!" I don't understand this mystery, but I love Him for it..He is so cool!!
I love Him so much!!
anyway, i just wanted to share that with you all!!

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Sloppy Joe,

Once upon a time, there was young lady, who drove this great looking car!
She loved her car, it took her everywhere. People would look at this beautiful car and just stand in awe..

then one night as she is pulling into her drive way. She see that her lovely dog is chasing something..which is normally okay, but they got rather close to her car..she was worried..and her fears increased when she realized it was a skunk rather than a harmless animal..

She pulls into the driveway, and all of a sudden she realizes that there is the horrifying smell...it is all over her car, in her car and on her as well.. her poor dog..he was going crazy trying to get the smell off of himself...i have touched my dog for three days..the smell as finally come out of my car..and life seems to be getting back to normal!

Tonight i went to my friend, Lisa's house..we watched Shark Tale, which was okay..not as impressive as shrek but it was good...then we went back to her house where we watched the best of Adam Sandler, SNL...I love this man..i want to be his wife!! He is so cute and ohmygoodness..i just want him..is that wrong?? I dont't know, I am not sure i even care..I like him!

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Random thought of the moment!

So the other day, I was washing my whites..
Just to make sure they stay extra white, i put bleach in the water. who doesn't?
Only whenever i brought up the bottle of bleach to put the lid on it,
bleach dripped out of the spout thingie and dropped on my cool sock!

At first it looked like nothing was going to happen. But ya all know how bleach works.
we know that it will turn anything that is not white, white..

so i stared at it and waited and waited, and guess what happened?

Yeppers,

Dude, before i knew it, it began to turn white!! It was the craziest thing..cuz it just kept going, i thought it was going to turn most of my sock white..but it didn't..which is cool..now i have this interesting white circle on my red glittery sock!!


Sunday, October 24, 2004

For inquiring minds!

Geez, how do you spell inquiring?? Is that right? I don't know..

Just to let everyone know, I live in a town with about 7,000 people.
There are cornfields surrounding the outer area of the town, and deer roam freely throughout this wonderful place. We recently got a movie theatre this feb., yes ladies and gents only about 9 months ago. before that we had to drive 45 min. to an hour to get to the nearest city with a movie theatre, mall and anything worth going to.

The most exciting thing that can happen around here, is 4 wheeling, mudding, going to walmart, and cruising the strip..about a 2 mile stretch from DQ to Mcdonalds, on the opposite ends of town...soon we will be able to have fun by going t.p. ing (throwing rolls of toilet paper up in peoples trees, to show how much we really love them) In our area, mine is the biggest town, we are the big city...with all the cool happenings..

So if i go to walmart a lot, that is the reason...It's the only place worth going too, without having to drive an hour depending on traffic and weather..I know it may seem like sheer laziness, however, time just does not allow me to drive that as often as i would like!!

So anyway, hope you all enjoyed, this addition of Dawna's life..
Now i am going to grocery store to buy some fruit.
Have a nice day!!

Saturday, October 23, 2004

fighting the urge to run!

Do you ever have those days where you just feel like doing nothing? Where laziness has crepted in and you just want to lay in bed or maybe just barely move. Where that was yesterday(friday) but it is rather hard when you have two little children, hanging on your every move!! Hee hee..yet, i love those kids like they were my own.

The highlight, was when Tim, called me. I miss him so much!! It was so cool to just laugh and talk about life. It was really good.

I had my girls group last night. It was really strange. We had our first short little bible study thing. Course only 2 girls were there. But i love them both very much. I think they thought that we were just going to goof around the whole time. I don't know. It was one of the first discouragements of the evening. The cool part was that we played hide and go seek in the basement of the church. I almost peed my pants so many times. but it was so much fun. oh yea, it was in the dark on top of it!! Which i sort of was scared at first, cuz i had been in here before and there were sounds coming from the other room, like someone was in here. It scared me. then we went to walmart, looked around for a bit, it was here that i learned that words have a major effect on you. Even though sometimes you can put a smile on your face and pretend that it didn't bother you. Than other times, it is exactly what you don't need to hear. I have been having issues with my weight. Something that i always struggle with, but it still bothers me, and for the last week or so, it has been a big problem. Last night, one of the girls kept saying these comments. It was like she was telling me that i was fat and if i kept going like i was, that i wouldn't be able to even walk around walmart. With out trouble. It wasn't just one time, it was many times. I know what you are thinking, I went to the school of ministry, i shouldn't have this problem!! hee hee...

Then today, we went with a group of us, to Terre Haute (the nearest big city in Indiana) to watch a movie. Raise your Voice (Hilary Duff) not really one i would really have liked to seen, i don't really like hilary duff..but i thought maybe...it did surprise me and i rather enjoyed it. We then went to the christian bookstore and mall. At the book store, we were looking at some t-shirts, and i found one that i liked, then another comment was made. It hasn't been the greatest couple of days...but there has been some good things.

God is faithful and I just need to remember who I am in Him, and that He loves me, even if i have a pudge!! or am not supermodel skinny!! Thank you Jesus

oh and i ran a red light and almost killed everyone in my car... so that was interesting..

Thursday, October 21, 2004

These things are addicting

Okay, so today i took the twins to walmart, it was so funny..they had to get stickers and it took like forever for them to pick them out, then everytime we would see something with spiderman or Nemo on it, the would yell out "SPIDERMAN" "NEMO" at the top of their lungs, causing everyone that was within the close hearing distance to turn around with the dirtiest looks you could imagine..

but it was hilarious in my book..

then i came home i saw my dad working on the yard, and dude, i love living in the country!! but he had this pick tracker with the digger thing on top..dude, i tried to talk him into letting me drive it, but he wouldn't let me..which was rather disappointing, but i got to rake up the dirt and that was fun, getting dirty and stuff..dude..i love it..


Wednesday, October 20, 2004

E.T. phone home

Tonight we were suppose to have worship practice, but was cancelled for good reasons. However it got me thinking about how often i am in this building. Which i guess isn't really a bad thing, but it's just crazy.. Now you may be asking yourself well how often does she go to church. Well, folks it is not once or twice, or even three times, nope it is about every day. Sunday, monday i was here for like 3 hours printing out pictures, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, depending on what's going on, probably saturday as well. now it is one thing if you work at the church, cuz that is somewhat understandable, but when i work for like 9 hours then purposely come here, instead of going home, or am home like 2 hours only to be here for church. there just seems to be something wrong with that..I don't know maybe it is me.

Tim, I just want you to know that persimmons are real, they grow on trees all around here..i can't even describe them to you, cuz they aren't like anything you have probably seen, and the taste is even more strange, but i love to eat them, just picked off the ground..umm..you can make cookies and all kinds of things with them..Picking them up for work, though is not as fun! you get to crawl around on your knees and then if you miss one, you squish it with your knee and it is just a big mess...but it's all good!

And for the one that asked about the apple cider, it was nice and warm, it was so great..otherwise i don't think i could have enjoyed it that much! Just thinking about it gives me warm fuzzies!! You canadians think that everything came from Canada, well, we will see about that!! oh i'm sorry did i just hurt your feelings?? HA HA HA HA!! You all just wish you were as cool as us americans!! The only thing you all have going for ya is that you have better side of Niagra Falls.. Is it wrong that i think of viagra whenever is say Niagra?? anyway, i'm just playing around with ya. You know i love ya, canadians..

well, gee, i think that this i my longest blog, so i'll be signing off now.

What a great date!!

Ya know, if i had a hot air balloon and portable oven. I would ride in it every other night just to eat my pizza at 3,000 feet...

wouldn't it be romantic!!

can a hot air balloon even get that high?

Monday, October 18, 2004

I have fallen in Love!!

So, i have finally been able to print out the many pictures from SoM from the cd's that i have gathered..which is crazy all in itself, but it's funny to go back through them and see all the good times that we have had..and tears well up in my eyes, cuz i miss you all so much!! well, only part of that is true. But it's fun! Friday, i had my girls group and we ended up watching a movie. It wasn't really boring, but there were moment where i wanted to poke my eyes out!! However we had a fun evening.

Saturday i went to my friends birthday party, oh my goodness. I fell head over heels for someone at the party! I don't know how it happened, but man when our tastes buds met, it love at first taste!! We had to go and be alone for awhile, away from everyone! I can't believe how wonderful this feels!! Hee hee.. His name is Apple Cider..oh wow!

okay so actually it was a drink, but man when i tasted it, it was heaven, it was so wonderful!

So here i am on yet another rainy monday afternoon, printing off pictures, and dreaming about my apple cider.

Now I will say farewell to you all! For my brain as gone off to never never land and I must be going!

By the way...

The whole pizza and higher altitude thing, i was asking this question to my friends, and one of them pointed out how the people in colorado might actually cook their pizza's at a higher altitude, due to the mountain where they might actually be living on. So yea, that was fun..

Friday, October 15, 2004

Did you know....

That on the back of the Digiorno Pizza, ya know the one that has the amazing crust for an oven pizza..it says that if you are cooking the pizza at a higher altitude, like over 3,000 feet, to cook it at 375 degrees.
Who cooks pizza at 3,000 feet?? I don't know.

The most exciting thing in the world!!

Dude, i forgot to mention that my sister wasn't in trouble..sort of, it's really a long story, but i thought i better put that on there. Keep her reputation healthy!
The last two days, (wednesday and thursday) i have not baby sat, due to the rain..the people i babysit for the guy only works when the weather is nice, which i cool, but not so cool..since i sort of need all the money i can get right now. so yea, it was nice, considering that i was about to go insane i think. It's not so bad, watching twins, but somedays you just need a moment and then you realize you can't have that moment, cuz you can't really lock them in their closet, or anything like that. Today, i went to my church, and helped out with some stuff that needed to be done, then went home to pick up persimmons with my family. which you may not know what they are, but the are annoying. I like to pick them off of the ground and eat them, but for the most part to pick them up when it is cold and raining outside, just isn't the most exciting thing i would ever want to do. But yea, anyway, I better get going, need some sleep tonight, so i can get up and go to work in the morning!!

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Scary noises leaving me afraid and trapped.

All of my friends seems to be doing this, so I thought I would start one up!! Be cool like the rest of them!!
In the last week, I have come face to face with a deer, who's main goal in life seemed to be to try and run me down. Lucky for it, I put on the moves and avoided the darn thing.
Had to find my sister, due to an interesting phone call from the police, ate dinner at my good friend Jon's family thing, and taught at a small group. Only to finish up with today, where I have just finished worship practice and am now hearing strange noises in the basement, which almost makes me scared to leave this room but it is my only way out. So see I am having a bit of a problem, but as long as i continue to write, than there is no need to leave. Only I can't stay here all night long, i must go home sometime. Geez, what to do?