ohmygosh!! this last week has been crazy!!
My sister had her baby at 1:51 pm on Monday afternoon!! He was 5 lbs 15 oz..19 and half inches long!!
they came home on wednesday! it's been interesting..but oh so cool..it just cool to see this life that has been growing in my sister's belly for almost 9 months and now he is here..he is so cute..i love him so much!! it really makes me want to have kids even more..however i am waiting..

I signed up for Classes out at our local college..i'm kind of excited!!
God has really been doing some cool stuff..
for example..i have not had a heart to stay here.. in fact i have been looking for an escape route since i came home from Toronto! but the other day i was talking to my friend nathan..telling him about the college and stuff..as i am talking to him, God is like totally talking to me..I was talking about how i have such hopes and dreams for my future that i want to get it started now and my heart has been in Toronto..cuz it's where want to be! but God is like but if you keep looking at all that stuff you will miss out on what i have for you here right now..and i never thought about that before..than a few days later i was talking to one of my friends..who in high school we were pretty close, but over the years not so close..i would easily become frustrated with you and just usually walk around from her..i know i was a great friend..
but a while back, we were talking and all hanging out in the coffee shop at church..she was talking..i was getting frustrated and turned to leave..then it was like i couldn't..like i had to stay..then i said something and she started to cry..and i just went and hugged her..and she cried and i hugged..it was totally god..cuz before i wouldn't have been that way..but i dont' know...it was cool!!

what else..I think i sort of started dating someone..it was weird..and it continues to be a wierd situation..as i am not quite sure what God wants..however i think my heart has fallen for him..which makes it really wierd and probably not what is suppose to happen..but my heart is having conflicts..or my mind is not agreeing..or i am just looking at what i want rather than what the big man wants..

Last night, saturday...we had our big youth thing..we recently bought the church behind us..and we had been fixing up the chapel for our youth room..it like rocks..so last night we had a band from close by and just rocked out mostly..and there were like 60 kids there..and it was so cool!!

Now today, we are having out annual fish fry..where we eat lots, play softball, and then take naps..only to get up and some of us are watching napolean dynamite..(okay i know it's spelled wrong)but that should be fun..

anyway, i think i am done..
oh yea..i am coming to canada this weekend..but it's going to be a heck of a trip..but it will be worth it..maybe heading to Toronto sunday..if possible to say a quick hello to sarah and lee..so yea..that should be fun!!

anyway, i'm getting off of here..once i figure out how to put pictures on here..i will have one of Brynnen!! yahoo!!