It's amazing what happens when you let go and Let the big man take over..

Okay, so God like totally rocks my shoes off!!
He is just so cool! I love him so much!
About a month ago, i went to an amusement park with one of my friends. Sure you say what is the big deal. but Ever since returning home from Canada, things have been awkward, and well, just not real good. Which has been frustrating, and disappointing. But i felt like I was suppose to ask her to come, cuz i got 2 free tickets through work. but everyone i asked couldn't come. yea God sets things up even when you don't think so.. so we went. we are both dreading the outcome, cuz ya know these things are suppose to be fun. but we hadn't really talked for like ever. but God was there the whole time..we laughed, we cried, we hugged. It was really good. God is so cool. I ended up going to her wedding at the beginning of July. Which was something that i had said that i wouldn't attend..but God changed my heart for the situation.

So not only did he restore that relationship, he helped restore some more with some of my other friends. Just by us getting together and being honest with each other. Now we are taking each day as it comes..and God totally blesses that..

My room finally is done enough for me to move in..there are still some minor things that need to to accomplished, but it totally rocks..and i can't make up my mind on what i want to do. but it's just cool to have a bed to sleep on, instead of the couch. Praise Jesus!

My sister's baby is growing, so fast. It's insane.

I have had to kill my pride alot. I have just started taking time out to hear His voice. though I am still distracted with things. I am doing okay. and i am learning about being humble. which is harder than i thought it would be. but ya know.

And I have fallen in love. His name is David, he is 11 years older than I, and has 2 children, Rachl and Korbin, from previous marriage. He plays the bass, and guitar, is in the worship band with me. I like him a lot. It's funny, cuz i look at him and we are exact opposites. And not at all the man i would have pictured myself with. It's not perfect. There is still some growing up we both have to do. Sometimes i fight that with all of me. We have a lot of talks. Sometimes it's just me talking. But i don't know. every day i wake up and pray, for him and me. we are just taking it one day at a time. It all just kind of took us both by surprise. but so far it's okay.

I think that is all i needto put for now. It's pretty long.
Have a great day!